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So that night I drenched myself in wet cement and waited for it to harden all over my body. I wanted my heart to stop, I don’t want to feel anything. Not the breeze in my hair or the water on my face. I blocked out every emotion that god created us humans to feel. I left it all behind in the shell case of my own being. I left it there along with my heart. Nothing can ever hurt me again, This act I have design has made me strong and powerful, So why would I want to return to being weak,vulnerable and sad. I have a ” I don’t care” attitude but it saves me the time and the trouble. Also, The kick and the punch. I don’t need to feel anything. When I felt something it all fell down on me anyways so why must I choose to put myself in that position. Break through me if you want me to change because I am stuck this way for awhile.
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